My favorite pictur ever

Emma is an amazing big cousin, and of course a great big sister. The moment Aubrey was in her arms, Emma was trying to sooth her with 'shhh, shhhh'.....how sweet!!!!

Aubrey is here!!

Poor Becky had to be induced, 12 days overdue!! She was really disappointed, but in the end, when you have a beautiful, healthy baby who cares what labor was like. Just as long as mom and baby are okay.

So here she is! She was 20 inches and 6 lbs 12 oz, bor 9/17 at 10:13 pm.

Their family photo

Blogger is stupid and wont put this picture right, but look how big tootum pie is now!! My baby is growing so fast!!!

I know MOST babies love

their car seats....well mine doesn't.
As a matter of fact, he hates it. He screams bloody murder the very moment he hears the "click" of the seat. It's really become debilitating for me...I cannot be home-bound because of school and obvious reasons, but all of my hopes of leisure trips to the mall/Target/parks/wherever are not an option. I can't take the cries and the screaming....it's awful.

The only comfort I've found is Google. Thanks to Google I know I am not the only mom out there who has this problem.

uuuggggghhhhh............I feel so defeated. maybe I'll blog something cheerful soon. (I am typing with one hand since my little stinker chooses to only sleep on the left side of my chest lately --- another issue for another depressing blog entry for a later date in time....)

Happy birthday to me!

:::yesterday anyway:::

I was surprised with breakfast in bed!! At 6:00 am. Brad was very sweet to do so. And if that was cool enough, he got me a little netbook that I've been wanting to use for school! I'm very excited to use that!

One thing that does suck is that I realized how old I've gotten. I am taking a Bio class and yesterday a classmate and I were talking about our notes. I thought I would fall over from old age when I saw that she dotted her "i"s with hearts......um....not that I ever did that, but I do recall thinking it was SO cute when I was 15 or 16. I'm at least 10 years older than everyone in that class.
Oh well it's better to be 27 working on a degree for my future than to be 27 with no ambition.

I love Elijah

he is so sweet. He is smiling just about all the time. Those who said your child's smile melt the heart was absolutely right!

So much has happened since I last blogged. We took Elijah on his first road trip to see his great grandma in Lake City Iowa. I'm glad Brad's grandmother got to see her great grandson, but if we had to do it again, I don't think I would. It is normally a 7 hour drive and we stopped many times obviously, but not enough. The last 100 miles home was AWFUL. He was crying, I was crying. All he wanted was to be held.
That was our adventure last weekend.

I started school last week also. This has become a challenge to get up in time to drop Elijah off at Becky's house so I can be at class at 8. Waking up early isn't the problem (we're normally up by 6ish -- I mean, Elijah is normally WAKING me up; I don't get up that early on my own free will) :)
So, anyway, the challenge is trying to get everything he needs for Becky. Although she has everything he may need at her house since she's about to pop out my niece in the next week or so. I'm also struggling trying to find time and a place at school to pump. I need help with this big time. Going to the bathroom is so disgusting to me, but I don't have time to go anywhere else...ugh....needless to say I was engorged all last week during school. thank God I remembered breast pads at least.

Elijah is now in his 6th week. So as I read, this explains his endless nursing and sleeping. He was getting on a pretty good routine nursing every 3-3.5 hours during the day and giving me at least a 5-6 hour stretch at night.
Well, now it is every 2 hours or LESS! He better have grown so much today that he's crawling tomorrow!!! j/k....I'm definitely not ready for that yet.

Time does fly, doesn't it.

I can't believe how fast time has gone since Elijah has been born. He is getting so big. And while I love discovering the new things he learning and doing, part of me is sad that it's all going so fast. I really am trying to cherish every moment.

Some of my favorite things is how he stays asleep in the middle of the night diaper changes but moves so violently with a poetic look on his face. How anyone can stay asleep when their butt is getting wiped with an ice cold cloth is beyond me...

I love when he gets tired he burrows his face in my chest and shakes his head back and forth.

I LOVE, LOVE when he smiles at me. I love it.

I hope to get a good photo soon!

I love that he and I have identical nostrils.

I love he has thin ears like me.

I love when he roots his hands.

I love when he doesn't latch well during nursing sometime it makes him so angry he farts. seriously...almost everytime

I love all of his facial expressions.

I love the times he's exploded out of his diaper creating so much love and laughter out of poo.

I love it when he talks to himself when he is lying down alone.

These are just a few things I can think of off the top of my head that make my heart melt. I know as he grows up there will be more things to love, but I just don't want to miss a thing.

Look at my amazing Tootum Pie!

Sarah Holst (Fresh Blend Media) was so kind to come out and take photos of Elijah. She was so generous to come and take them. The photos are AMAZING! Sometimes I'll catch myself looking at the photos when I have the real thing in my arms. Thank you Sarah. They are great photos (especially since he was cranky the whole time!)


Our little crank pants

I doubt he was smiling, but since that what he looks like he's doing, this is my favorite pic :)

He is so beautiful!

He's giving us the Emma eyebrows! I love it!!

Thank you SO much for the beautiful photos. We love them!