I don't know if it's because I was spoiled with so many days off, or if it's because I really hate what I do at work...but I don't want to do a damn thing while I'm there.
--Long story, but I've worked at my job for over a year (with 5 years prior experience) and am now practically just the bitch (not regarded as a professional AT ALL).-- I am an Environmental, Health and Safety Specialist at a health and beauty manufacturer.
So maybe in my subconscious I don't want to work hard anymore because it's not going to get me anywhere? Or maybe it's because all of my job shifting-shit happened when I found out I was pregnant and I can't get over this pregnancy brain....either way, I need to find some type of motivation.
Seriously I get to work and look at the clock....
I wish I was doing what I really loved, which would be working with environmental issues. Right now my job only 15% environmental and the rest is safety ( I HATE safety; just don't stick your fingers in the freaking machines...that's how you will keep all your fingers, not that hard of a concept).
What's kind of funny is that DH is taking a marketing class and one of his projects is to make a business plan. So maybe I can open my little green/organic store one day after what he researches.
Oh, and he is the sweetest....last night was the first night we slept in our new king size bed and tonight I asked him if he felt like something was missing. He said, "Yes, snuggles".
:: may start to cry because my hormones have taken over::
The bed was so big, by the time he came to bed I was asleep and we didn't snuggle like we normally do...and he notice. Love him.
Anyway, at least he and this little baby is something to look forward to. Them, the maternity leave and hopes of finding my dream job....
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